Oh Aizat

Dear Aizat,
I want you to know, that even when we're miles apart, you're still close to me. I never want to think about how tomorrow might be like, as long as you're still with me, I'll always be fine. It's amazing how strong we are, despite the facts of you being miles away from me. I smile just thinking about us. I miss the nights when you would call me, and we would talk until satu pagi. And I would naik turun naik turun to run away from my sister. And everytime the grandfather clock berbunyi, you'll say ada hantu behind me. Aizat, I was really scared that time. Not joking at all. I know you're better there at teknik, but I can't help but to make you wanna come back here with me. Things are hard and different without you around. Walaupun, you da pergi sana lama en, I still feel kinda bleurgh kadang kadang. I don't feel safe without you by my side. Knowing that you're with me, close to me makes me safe. I have full trust in you, and you know you can trust me. I would never ever ever toy around with your trust. I know, I sometimes add problems to you, but sayang, IF one day I'm out of you life, you'll miss my karenah :) Tapi Aizat, I don't want you out of my life! Never ever! Even da habes SPM nati ke, bila kita semua da ikot jalan masing masing, I want you to still be in contact with me. If ever, I don't hear from you, you're so gonna break my heart Aizat, haha :) I always pray for the best untuk Aizat. I know, you're in a better place and everyting is perfect there. Aiman said to me once, when I cried infront of him. He said 'Aliza, kau patut bangga dia masuk teknik. Jangan nangis nangis mcm nih' so Aizat, you're lucky tau masuk sana. Haha. Aizat ni lah budak boarding school yang actually tak hilang contact dngn nana tau! yang lain, hampeh! Call pun tidak. Sabar aje lah. I miss you Aizat, even if you 'testing' nana, I could never stay angry at you. I'm glad DoTa is not in the way of us. Haha. Oh Aizat, how will I be without you? Haha.

Love youu Aizat Maula Abd Ghani :)