Mona sayang

I'm not really good at convincing you Aizat. I know it may seem as if I didn't put much effort, but I try to. I know, sometimes you think I don't love you, and I probably have another guy. All of that is so not true Aizat. You're the only one Aizat. Only you. But I guess you kinda don't believe me. I guess the reason why I'm always moody is because I want you here. I haven't seen you in like berapa minggu sudah? And I miss you sangat sangat. I can't txt you all the time since you're always busy. Kadang kadang, I feel like diketepikan aje oh. But it's okay. Since semestinya schl comes first en. I try to biasakan diri with it. I know lately things have been quiet off, I mean to me I'm just all over the place. I guess you're tired of me. I'm sorry I haven't exactly been acting like your girlfrnd. You really do care about me, and I'm thankful for that. You always try to make me smile even at times where there's no way I could smile. Please trust me when I say I love you, because I really mean it. You've always been the reason why I get so high at night. You've always been the reason why I am who I am right now. You've helped me a lot Aizat. And I am so thankful to have you. I just hope you would believe me when I say I love you.