enough is enough

"eyh Aliza, kau ade HIV ke? " i'll remember that.

ape silap aku dekat kau. don't worry Iq Is. i won't show my middle finger to you. i always stood up for you. the fact that you said such things to me, really does hurt. why is it, that people would do that to me. you think it's funny? well it's not funny. it's mean, cruel and just stupid. Vex. that's what you did to me. Vex. carik ah dla kamus. i'm still hoping that you'll apologize to me Iq Is. i know you're like that, always teasing people. but i thought you'ld realize that i'm not the one that can put up with those type of ejekan. kalu sikit sikit boleh lah, but HIV? seriously. no.

i'm tired of understanding how you people work. so instead, i showed you how i work. so i shove me middle finger in your face. so i did. wild? a little too wild? oh shut up. sape suroh kau ejek aku! ingat kau besar kau boleh pijak aku ah? ingt kau tu manusia aku semut ah? eh, tolong lah! manusia yang bertamadun tak akan buat macam tuh lah! fikir lah! kang tak pasal aku report kat ayah aku! mampus kau!

sepanjang aku sekolah, macam macam orng ejek aku. nak ke aku senarai kan? ta payah ah. paling teruk ialah whore. itu aku sabar aje, aku maafkan dia. then tembam la, bulat la, berisi lah, sepanjang aku schl sini. ade je ejek aku mcm tuh. aku saba aje. tak kesah sngt. then amirul juling kate aku ade chicken pox. percaya atau tidak, that was not cruel at all! HIV was just plain cruel.

aku tahu tak de sape bace blog ni. sumpah aku da tak tahan. tapi tak pe. aku malas ah nak berdendam dng kau Iq Is. satu benda aje kot aku nak tngk kau buat. mintak maaf kat aku depan depan. mampus aa kalu aku mcm selfish. kau tak patut ejek aku mcm ituh. aku period. bad mood sikit. so i don't give a damn. enough is enough.