just a little something

why is that when she got what she wanted, she's not 100% happy with it. she went to great lengths to achieve it, nd now it means nothing to her when she doesnt get her emotions straight. though she smiles when she sees you, she's alone when you don't see her. she relised before that such things as eternal bond will never exist. but why is it that she keeps getting her hopes high. let me remind you that this is not a pity blog. so all the things she shared with you guys, could you tell me if she was sharing it or was it because she was lonely inside and had no one to turn to. she used to keep herself busy with school works but now her emotions are taking full control of her nd she can't pay attention to her studies. she thought that life was tough after she finished school. but being in school is much tougher. she lost her identity easily. she was one of those geeks who pretended to be noisy and talkative. when actually inside, she's just a quiet girl. i think i should remind you that this is not a pity blog. she doesn't need it.