24.03.09, 10.05 PM

my ujian satu results were very very unbelievable. i really did not have any mood to stdy, org mcm da tkda tujuan hidup kot. bapak susah. Alhamdulillah Amir ade, he helped me so far. syukur gila ah amir ni pandai tenangkan aku. i guess time will heal my weak emotions. i know people will think i'm a weak girl, nangis aje tahu. ape aku kesah, sebuk aje. haha. oh ya, today in class, i had to like force myself to laugh, i didn't want to be in a crying mood because them my frnds would like come and pujuk me, lagi dorng pujuk lagi la sedih oh. aliza, sabar je ah aliza. haha, mmg la kita tgh sabar nihh. dok pusing pusing cincin aizat nih, rindu habis ohh. if only you are here, only you can make me feel happy. seriously, idk what to do malam tadi. like text you? i did text you aizat, like ofcourse la you tak bawak phone en. you balik cuti nih, tgk ah msg byk gila wehhh. padan muka aizat :) yan, kita balik EST dgn aizat, suro dia tunggu au. aizat percaya tak, nana ckap tuh kat yan? i told yan to pesan kat aizat tadi, to wait for me. nana nak aizat teman nana balik, haha. tengok apa dah jadi, nana da gilaa! tahu tak. Ya Allah, tuhan saje tahu ape nana merepek. ** jap phone ade msg, adakah aizat maula akuh? oh tidak, zafirah ahh, kcau betol awak ni zaf :) ** kadang kadang en, nana mcm cakap sorang sorang, dalam kepala otak nana ni kadang kadang nana ckap kuat kuat. haha, this is hard oh. i'm writing this post as if aizat got internet access at his teknik? haha. tak pe, cuti nati aizat bace. i'm currently listening to I Miss You - Miley Cyrus. haha, mmg betol betol sesuai ah. ** msg msg, dari kakak pulakkk, haish korng ni kacau betol ahhh ** okay, ulang balik lagu miley nihh. haha. woah, bnyak pulak gelak. haha. FYI i am sad okayy, but i can't be sad forever. i am trying to think positive, i am happy that he got the opportunity to attend teknik, so i'm happy for that. i know things wont be easy, but i will try to be strong, keep my frnds close. i wont do anything that would make you loose trust in me. i love you aizat, my phone is always close to me. tunggu aje aizat call nana.

I LOVE YOU AIZAT MAULA.