Sooo

Sunday, means yesterday. I get to see Aizat for the last time before he set off to teknik busuk. I said to maa, nak jumpa kejap nak kasi hadiah. Then maa suro bawak Aliya. Like WTF? Spoil gila wehh. Orang nak duk ngn Aizat aje. Ni kene bawak Aliya pulak dahh. Grr. Tak pe ah. Bawak je ah. Suro Aliya dok snyap snyap, jngn kacau. Muahaha, aku mmg kakak yang kejam ;p Although it was like kejap aje, but I had to be thankful for what God gave me. Atleast I get to see him before he goes. Sebelum ni, klau Aizat balik kita dpat jumpa sekali je en Aizat? Soo, this time we get to meet three times and that's enough to keep me alive, haha :) I cried like so hard tadi. In the car with Aizat, at home reading the blog post you wrote. Grr, sudah ah period patut lah mood terumbang ambing, haha. Don't you just wish that you could stop time and spend every milisecond with the ones you love.

I wish I could have you here with me. Why did you have to go? Remind me again why you had to go? I still miss you. Having you at school. Knowing that you'll be there to help me. When I'm sad or feel like running away from home, you'll be there to hold my hand and take me to a better place. I miss the days when you would walk me home from school and treat me apple juice. Thats one thing I look forward to when you walk me home. I miss you Aizat.