i guess it's impossible for one to let go off someone. but one can learn to accept. though i fill my time with happy things, but a part of me is just aching. i never said i wanted to let go off you. and BAM! out of the blue. you're like a total stranger. why? God knows why. i avoid you when i see you. your sight sickens me. but sometimes, i can't help it but to accept you back in my life. i know i'm nothing to you. starnger. once together. now stranger. i don't know what goes on in your life, nd it makes me feel unwanted, left out. i'm not saying i want updates from you 24/7. but occasionally, i want to hear from you. i tried before, tried to connect to you. but you kept pushing me aside. so i am giving up on you. it's your turn to connect to me. try to. i'm always open. never going to care if you pass me in the school hall way. i have AA. hah. this person stays me with me, loyal honest nd sincere. we never had loyal honest nd sincere. just a whole lot of heartache. so budak, i don't want to be a rebound girl/ frnd or wtv.
* it's not who you think it is. but i guess Aizat tahu sape kan? haha. nd nd AA i love youu, hoho :)
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