jumpa korng bulan 3 nati ;)

i am just so freaking tired. crying my eyeballs out last night. slept late. txting Naim nd Amir Hakim. Ya Allah, sumpah rindu do. petang smlm Naim came to my house, to drop off something. i swear i could've cried on the stop, but i could'nt. segan kot mak dia ada. then bawak adik jalan jalan, nmpak Syafiq. tngh tngh jalan tuh aku nak nangis. i thought i was stronger, but i guess i'm not. Naim nd Syafiq are my classmates since form 2. form 2 i wasn't even frnds with them, but naik form 3, they really were the most awesome guyfrnds a girl can have. they listen to me when i talk crap, mostly gossips. Aniq skali. ingt time frm 2, main basketball ngn syafiq, naim, aiman, nik, fatyn, yan, huda, ili. nd geng Amir. that was precious. i'll hold on to that memory. Fatyn, my frnd snce form 1. she is the one girl i did not want to let go off. she helped me through my hard times. because of awak Fatyn! kita nangis mcm orng gilaa! smpai keluar gate schl. then Ayesha Zurin. mula kenal dia tahun ni. tak tahu mcm mane. rehat gn dia ni best betul. i begged her not to go. smalm really sucks. never knew it was that hard letting go of someone. Amr Hakim, taik shake. haha. the first person who cried in class! haha, then ili nangis. jangkit kat aku pulak. aku pun belaa ah, pegi tandas. orng nak blaja pun susah. mata berlinangan air mata. haha. bio penting kot, tk nak ah nangis time belaja. haha. time BM, Pn Asiah (beliau guru kelas 4 Beta dan guru BM 4 Beta) siap kasi peluang lagi, 12 lebih en, ade sesi ucapan. bapak. sebak. Naim buat ucapan, sumpah sedih. no words can posibbly describe that moment. just. freaking. sucks. tapi tak pe. it's not fair if we tahan dorng kat schl ni. untuk masa dpan diaorng, learn to let go of them. they will always be with me, they have always been apart of me. my life.

Naim Aniq Shafiq Fatyn Amir Hakim I LOVE YOU GUYS.